Happy birthday Eddie!

•December 10, 2009 • 3 Comments

Happy birthday to Eddie, Summer & Dean’s godfather!!!!

Well Done by Passion with Lyrics

•December 9, 2009 • 3 Comments

I learned about this song through my cousin A and I thought it was the most perfect.  Originally A wanted to sing this at Jenn’s funeral but he couldn’t get through the song without crying so he decided to not do it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eczNekGhDxM&feature=PlayList&p=C29B2901172C4BE5&index=3&playnext=4&playnext_from=PL

Sometimes I don’t understand

Why I thought that I had all the time in the world

To go and see you a while

For just a little while

Too caught up in my own life

I didn’t see the pain you hid with a smile

And now you’re not here with me

Shoulda’ been coulda’ been woulda’ been alright

Wish I knew how to turn back the hands of time

Cause maybe then I’d be here by your side

Wish that I had done just a little more

Wish that I could see you one more time

But I know that God holds your life

Your battle is finally won and He said well done

My faithful servant well done well done

Too many times in our lives

Do we take things for granted

I don’t understand it no

When it’s right in front of our eyes

Thinking they would be here for all times

Wish I knew how to turn back the hands of time

Cause maybe then you’d be here by my side

Wish that I had done just a little more

Wish that I could see you one more time

But I know that God holds your life

Your battle is finally won

Wish that I had done just a little more for you

Wish that I could see you one more time

But I know that God holds your life

Your battle is finally won

Wish I knew how to turn back the hands of time

Cause maybe then I’d be here by your side

Wish that I had done just a little more for you

Wish that I could see you one more time

But I know that God holds your life

Your battle is finally won and He said well done

My faithful servant well done

And God said well done

Oh sister well done

And He said well done

I feel so empty without you

•December 7, 2009 • 1 Comment

I feel so empty without you

Jenn’s Funeral Service & Burial Info

•November 25, 2009 • 2 Comments

♥ Jenn’s morning service will be tomorrow, 11/25/09 @ 10am sharp! California Mortuary, 9830 Lakewood Blvd. Downey, CA 90240 & her burial will be @ 11:30am @ Rose Hills Memorial Park in Whittier, CA ♥

Missing you

•November 25, 2009 • 2 Comments

Jenn,

I miss you.  I miss your face, your hugs, your kisses, your smell, your phone calls.  How am I supposed to get through this life without you?  Help me, bring peace to my heart because it’s aching for you.  I would give anything to have you back but I know that that’s not possible.  I don’t understand what I was supposed to learn from all this and I’m not sure I ever will.  What am I going to do babe without you by my side?  You were better than any one person in my life.  You were my sister, best friend, companion and I love you so much and I miss you terribly.  I don’t know how I’m going to get through tomorrow when we bury you.  =*(  Your life was so short and so tragic.  I’m sorry that you were not able to travel and see the world, get a degree and have  a career.  I’m sorry that you won’t be able to raise Summer, watch her grow up into a beautiful young woman, see you get married, and raise her babies.  I’m sorry babe that I couldn’t save you.  I’ll always have that guilt inside.  I’m sorry that I never took you to your chemo sessions.  I’m sorry I took you for granted.  I’m sorry that I lived in denial about your disease, keeping me from savoring every moment with you.  Forgive me Jenn for everything.  I love you so damn much and I just don’t know how to let you go.  I don’t want to let you go.  Please God bring Jenn back to me. 

I have a favor to ask.  Please come visit me every night  in my dreams.  Don’t ever let me forget your smell, your touch, and your voice.  I love you Jenn help me get through this misery and pain.

No one person can understand the depth of our love.  You were my rock, my best friend, my sister, and the #1 assistant in the world. 

I love you babe with all the cells in my body, from my head to my toe, my spirit, my mind, and my all.  I couldn’t have asked for a better sister.  I hope that in my next life you are born again as my little sister and that we can actually grow old together the second time around.  I love you Jenn!  Shine your love down on me and let me know that you are with me.

You promised to protect me from Heaven so please take away this misery.

I promise to take care of Summer like my own.  I promise that she will have a full, wonderful, and as privileged of a life as I can give her.  I’m sending you all my love to Heaven.

Loves and kisses from your big sister,

Jane

Jennifer’s final viewing & burial

•November 23, 2009 • 1 Comment

VIEWING

November 24th, 2009 @ 6 pm

California Mortuary

9830 Lakewood Blvd., Downey, CA

BURIAL

November 25th, 2009 @ 10 am

California Mortuary

9830 Lakewood Blvd., Downey, CA

Goodbye

•November 23, 2009 • 5 Comments

Jenn passed tonight November 22, 2009 at 10:05pm.  She was surrounded by her loved ones and passed away peacefully.  Thank you everyone for all your support and kind words.  We will post pics of us with Jenn before she passed and we will keep you updated on all her funeral arrangements.  Thank you again and God bless

XOXO

Jane

Transitioning

•November 22, 2009 • 2 Comments

We have just been informed by the nurse that Jenn will be passing tonight or tomorrow.  We just finished taking our last pictures with her.

I love you Jenn forever.  I can’t wait to see you in Heaven.

Your big sister,

Jane

Last Night

•November 16, 2009 • 5 Comments

Jenn woke up at 11pm crying looking for Summer.  She said goodbye to her daughter, told her that even though she’s not around that she will be protecting her from Heaven.  We all had a chance to say goodbye to her.  She was surrounded by family and friends and everyone was able to have their final goodbyes.  This went on for about 1 hour and 40 minutes.  After that she went to sleep.

XOXO

Jane

Coming home

•November 13, 2009 • 6 Comments

Jenn is coming home in a few hours.  The house is set up for hospice care.  We have everything here except for the meds.  We want to make sure that we have everything here to keep her as comfortable and pain free as possible. 

It sucks to only have a couple of weeks left with her.  Maybe God will help  me understand later but right now…I don’t get it.