It’s that time of year to celebrate your first birthday in Heaven but I’ve been avoiding it.  I still have not come to terms with your death and I know I never will.  Of course there are many days that I don’t dwell on it and I can go on living life smiling but in the back of my head all my memories of you still haunt me.  Your friends want to get together to celebrate your Heavenly birthday and I know  you deserve to be celebrated and remembered but I’m not too excited about it.  I’m dreading the next few days because this coming Monday is the day God took you away from us.



~ by savejenn on November 16, 2010.

One Response to “Avoiding”

  1. I physically feel the pain of missing her…
    I can’t sleep or digest my food.
    There’s so much work that needs to be done, my job and moving,
    but I feel so useless…
    I really miss her…

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